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Anchor

I am holding on to the hope that one day this could be made right, I’m this sinking ship, wreak left for dead. Everyone I loved seems to be strangers in the night, but oh my heart still burns, but I am questioning whether I want to search for them. Trouble has been sent my way, and the wicked followed, Here I cry at your feet, Open my eyes so I can see. Anchor of my Soul You Sustain me, When I am in the storm You remain good to me. But true love is the burden that will carry me back home. I am sailing home to you I refuse to stand here alone. By the light of the moon, I will press On. Tie me to this anchor before I lose, the one I love and become lost at sea. So this love will be my burden, all of these memories of beauty. Anchor of my soul You sustain me, when I am in the storm you remain good to me. This ocean has become your grace, and I praise you everyday at sea, the water fills me up, but you hold me stable, guiding me every step of the way. becaus
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Lay Your Burden's Bare

After all of these years, words still harden your heart, always so condescending when the spotlight isn’t on you. when you come crashing down, everyone is to blame for mistakes made. It will be alright, you can take it out on me! You hold the past like a sword, swinging it at anyone that gets close. chaos exudes out of your mouth, hitting everyone in spitting distance. Here you excuse the lonely of being depressed, yet you sit alone crying at night. Your all knowing wisdom, seems to be all wrong. you know nothing of this fight. So, won’t you take it out on me? you consume yourself of unreal expectations, and live a life of false positivity. so blame me for your indiscretions, and lay your burdens on my shoulders. take it all out on me. But stop playing pretend, hiding your heart full of agony. I tell you this loud and clear, but here you are never listening. We still have so much to learn, and everything to fear. but it’s alright, take it out on me! ht
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Undecided

I can’t decide, oh God how I have tried. I’ve lifted you high, and you continue to tear me apart. I surrendered my heart Then you go and ruin me. Here I am out falling for your tricks. I am the fool for you, Trapped inside your eyes, Caged for the awful filth, I am dazed and confused stuck in your silly maze, but I am falling again for you, loving you every wrong step of our path. we’ve broken the barriers, smashed all the boundaries. I encourage our future, but your obsessed with the past, how could you still look back? I want to know all your damages, How all the scars cut you so deep. I want to leave this so called home, without you here I am broken and alone. Are you my everything? I can’t decide.
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To My Mysteries Friend

these are my instructions follow them carefully, and I won’t break internally. make the best of me, because I am one of a kind, and no one else can duplicate me. i’ll love you until the very end, hurting myself so that you will let me in. i’ll never give up even though I can fail. here are the directions, read them with ease, and I will surrender all that I am. I come with this baggage, that may or may not crush me to pieces. I am known to some times walk in circles. i’ll be your most loyal of friends, breaking myself to keep you upright. i’ll do all the suffering and save you from myself. I give you these coordinates, take this journey on your own, at your destination you will find my love, and all the beauty in the world, but though I couldn’t come, you will finally learn where I am from.
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Prisoner

Every day I dream of a paradise, where I could break free from the stereotypes, Somewhere I can shake off this disease, even though I created these catastrophes, now I must suffer through them, or let them begin to bury me alive. I have faked a better half of the decade, and I have grown to learn to hold back these tears. and when the pain hits so deep, I begin to fight the unimaginable and I begin to attempted to destroy the unthinkable, as the days become more suffocating, my mind becomes overcrowded, and sometimes I feel trapped inside. all the walls close in on me, my ego becomes bruised, and my subconscious stays broken, in here I can see the darkness, I can feel it feeding on all my darkest fears. oh death, won’t you set me free, because I have done this to myself, I’ve created a prison. https://inbetweenjackswords.wordpress.com/2015/07/05/prisoner/
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Awake My Soul

Awake my soul, because sometimes I can’t fight anymore, I am still burning through my core. I still feel broken and alone, even when I know your all around. I am unforgiven, I can’t stop myself from sinning, I am not sure where my heart is. I indulge every dark desire drowning in oceans of sins from where should I begin, this feels sickening, I know I can’t do this alone. I fail to repent, such inability to look forward, I am not sure where my mind has gone. Awake this love, because I am stuck in my old ways, the past digs a hole deep inside of me. A darkness has taken hold, won’t you shine your light in me? https://inbetweenjackswords.wordpress.com/2015/06/18/awake-my-soul/
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The Weight

rain falls from the blackness in the sky, the water soaks the earth. here we stay a float, but slowly we are drowning. the mud grabs us by the ankles, pulling us into the ground. everyday is a struggle to move. With all of these days, we carry out this weight, walking closer to the pavement. we tippy toe across the marsh, crashing faster each time. crushed to our knees, our hearts slow to a beat. we question our strength, savoring every last drop, like the very last scotch. and at the end of the day, when the moon covers the view. your soft hand pressures, then squeeze’s these muscles and slowly cracks the bones, you push down upon me, I pray you don’t break me. With all the pain and agony, we continue to push forward, but we question our lives, always struggling to stand up straight. fearing our inevitable fate. carrying this horrible weight. Note; In all honesty this is about the world and the struggle to live, have faith in God, but the weight some t
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