JACK'S BLOG

I am down on my knee’s begging you please don’t leave me. I can only get rid of this wrongness buried in my head for so long. I am calling for my baby please don’t say goodbye to me! I am struggling inside because all I want to do is love on you. I really feel strong about you and I don’t ever want to go away. I am crawling on my knee’s bleeding please don’t ever leave me. I can’t stand to watch you close that door it stops my heart. I can’t wait to hold your hand and kiss your lips. I can’t stop building in this frustrating time when you have to go away. I just want to be normal and escape this unnamed feeling. I am tired of holding this career up, so I can’t ever reach it. I don’t like this anymore please take it away. I don’t want to be this animal anymore please take this all away. I don’t want to be the problem anymore. What is wrong with me? I can’t stop thinking about you, your all I think about. I can’t make all of these feelings go away. I can’t deal with this breakdown for ...

The last couple of weeks I didn't have the Internet at my house, well I still don't. I don't know when I will get it back. I have been writing, but I have no finished poems right now. I hope to get some done soon. I did get to see Season 3 of Dexter and again it was awesome. If you haven't seen the show check it out on Showtime or you can get it on iTunes.