JACK'S BLOG

Please stop reminding me of those bad days. Leave me to be free from these pains of yesterday. I am tired of this…….. She will never come back, Why won’t I see that? My God, she has left me cut and dry. Just give me some piece of mind. When will this hurt go away? I have no strength, I can’t fight this….. until I can laugh at my heart between your teeth. until I can laugh at you hurting me with no remorse. I am running out of places to hide In, Why do people keep talking? These images are like home videos in my head, I am trapped, Just stuck on replay. I am Sorry, but your beauty just doesn’t go away. I can’t stop revisiting the simplest memories. I can’t escape the songs and the places we went. Stupid memory, Please, make this pain fade away. Baby, I don’t want to see your face no more. It’s killing me down to my core.

I am walking on the clouds. Trusting anything that allows. Speaking many words that are foul. Waiting for this day to change. I’m working on my brain today. Praying to erase these constant waves. Hoping to help them fade away. Even though things were made tough. The consistent pain is enough. I’m working on my heart again. Tried of everything falling apart within. Ready willing to start to defend again. Just wanting to remand everything. I can only wish things were fine. See things that always reminds. Only if this world can reline. Just please rewind this time. I am working on my soul alone. Sick of being so cold, And having nobody to hold. All the things you stole. Makes me drop and fold. All the things you’ve known. Leaves me with nowhere to go. You’ve sunk so low. I am working on my trust. Burning off this rust. Now working on some stuff. Doesn’t matter how rough. But who really cares? I’m working on human repairs.