JACK'S BLOG

During the last week I have been looking for a show that really intrigues me, but I was unsuccessful. I continue to watch for something. Clicking that remote over and over finding nothing, but disappointment. Lost? Burn Notice? I watch, but there is nothing I connect to. It is like when you go to the theater and watch that big coming attraction movie, and when it is over you want to see those characters again because you can relate to them. Well there is nothing on TV right now that comes close to the killing of Dexter. If your not a fan, or never heard of the show I give you my word that this show tops everything on TV. The truth is that I’m addicted and I won’t loosen my grip. To be honest I don’t have Showtime which it airs on, and I missed Season’s 1 and 2. I can’t watch season 3. I recently bought the pilot on iTunes and it has changed my life. This show gives me life in my writing. I am now almost at the end of Season 2 and I want to stop because Season 3 doesn’t come out on DVD...

I just finished watching Season 1 of Dexter and I'm speechless, I don't know what to say, but wholey shit. I want to see more of this, I can't wait until I get Season 2. I don't get Showtime and now I wish I did because damn this kills every cop show on cable, No Contest! Right? From the first episode I was hooked. This is now my favorite show and I don't care what anyone says. This show is a Blood Thirsty Masterpiece. It is hard to hate this killer because he is so perfect in my eyes, Dexter Morgan is everything I want in a TV show. Michael C. Hall is the fucking best Actor. I'm so mad at myself for never watching this show, even online. I made a grave mistake, but I am catching up. I know I said that I'm a Supernatural Fan, but I think I found something that blows past that. Maybe if Supernatural was on Showtime or HBO they would be able to spread their wings creatively. I can't hate them for that, that also doesn't change the fact that Dexter...

I can't wait until I see this movie. I'm hoping that it is good. I'm currently taking a break from this blog! Go check out some movies! I feel that My idea are getting lost in my work. I just need a break so I can come back strong. Hopefully it will only be a couple of weeks, but the ideas I have need to be planned out more. I know it will take a lot out of me. I will still be writing on my other blog of Supernatural and I'm always on Facebook if anyone wants to talk to me.

I'm so, so broken! How do I escape from this mess? I walk in this silence, holding everything on the inside. You may never now what I'm dealing with, and it will be hard for me to reveal it. I shut my eyes, and just take a second then I put my game face on so nobody would know. I'm so, so broken! There is so much evil around me I'm drowning in it. There is so much anger inside this hate, be prepared to be surprised. I want to believe that I can fight my way out of this fucking hell. I want to believe that I can climb back up and see this beautiful sky. I'm so, so broken! I can't just sit here alone hoping anymore. I can't be this savior, I can't take is weakness in my heart. I just don't want to feel anymore, I can't open up to the truth. I'm so, so broken! I don't feel right here anymore. I'm so lonely and you can break me down if that keeps you alright. I'm so lonely and you can hate me if that makes you alright.