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The Sad Realization!

I'm so, so broken! How do I escape from this mess? I walk in this silence, holding everything on the inside. You may never now what I'm dealing with, and it will be hard for me to reveal it. I shut my eyes, and just take a second then I put my game face on so nobody would know. I'm so, so broken! There is so much evil around me I'm drowning in it. There is so much anger inside this hate, be prepared to be surprised. I want to believe that I can fight my way out of this fucking hell. I want to believe that I can climb back up and see this beautiful sky. I'm so, so broken! I can't just sit here alone hoping anymore. I can't be this savior, I can't take is weakness in my heart. I just don't want to feel anymore, I can't open up to the truth. I'm so, so broken! I don't feel right here anymore. I'm so lonely and you can break me down if that keeps you alright. I'm so lonely and you can hate me if that makes you alright.

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Madison said…
You are broken.
I am broken.
We are broken.

Don't you sometimes wish you were a child again? Just.. start over?
February 27, 2009 at 2:51 AM
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