It has been a long while since I have decided to write something on this blog. I am really not sure if anyone really views this blog anymore, but I guess I will give it a chance. I also wanted to update it a bit and get out all the stuff that was clouding up the page. You can find similar things on my new blog if your are interested what I have been up too. I'm currently working on a chronicle of poetry that will all come together as one. I wanted to try something new from my normal touchy feely poems. I have been coming back here a lot lately really re-reading old posts. I have really come a long way from back in 2008. You could say I have mellowed out a bit. I also just got word that it is time for planning of my High School Reunion so that is shocking. I can't believe that is has almost been ten years, I feel so old. That and I am going to be 28 this year. Oh, how the years fly by. There is so much to learn with in those years. I know for the ones that are younger then me that you feel that it is the party time, but I think, in my opinion it is the best time to find yourself. Now that I am married and working on a career, and thinking about children. It would have been more of a shock if I didn't prepare myself. This all has been a journey, and a lot of memories of the last 5 years are locked away in these posts. So I am going to continue to keep this blog open. It is weird looking back at all the bad writing, and then all the great writing that I have done. But it is now 2014 and with my new blog I am still just trying to relate with people, so my goal has never changed, just the website. Feel free to re-read these poem, comment, like, do what you want. Let me know if you can relate to anything that I have written. I haven't really gotten to much of a response from people, It has been kind of discouraging, but it hasn't slowed me down any. Well I hope everyone is well. God Bless!
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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