Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or
Will this ever come to be the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I dream of these horrible things?
I just want to know your view.
It hurts to know what is not meant to be real.
It hurts never knowing what will hurt next.
I don’t want you to forget about me.
I don’t ever want to go far away.
I want to stick around forever.
I want to stand up and fight.
I don’t want to lay down and die.
I want to be more than a weird nobody.
I can’t breath on my own.
I can’t stand on my own to feet.
I need you more than I can imagine.
Tell me that everything is O.K!
I wish I could say that everything is alright.
We can run away and live on forever.
Where ever I go the pain follows my soul.
Please make it go away from here.
I want us to be free from this rule.
I want us to run and never think again.
I feel like this is my dream, and
When I wake my smile will disappear.
I want to say hey, everything is great!
I want to hold you and talk of the good things.
I want to laugh with you all the way to the end.
I am just nobody special with no real plan.
I am nothing real with no clue of what’s the truth.
Is this what it takes to be so clueless, or
Will I ever understand what is happening to me?
Will you or can you except the real me?
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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