Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or
Will this ever come to be the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I dream of these horrible things?
I just want to know your view.
It hurts to know what is not meant to be real.
It hurts never knowing what will hurt next.
I don’t want you to forget about me.
I don’t ever want to go far away.
I want to stick around forever.
I want to stand up and fight.
I don’t want to lay down and die.
I want to be more than a weird nobody.
I can’t breath on my own.
I can’t stand on my own to feet.
I need you more than I can imagine.
Tell me that everything is O.K!
I wish I could say that everything is alright.
We can run away and live on forever.
Where ever I go the pain follows my soul.
Please make it go away from here.
I want us to be free from this rule.
I want us to run and never think again.
I feel like this is my dream, and
When I wake my smile will disappear.
I want to say hey, everything is great!
I want to hold you and talk of the good things.
I want to laugh with you all the way to the end.
I am just nobody special with no real plan.
I am nothing real with no clue of what’s the truth.
Is this what it takes to be so clueless, or
Will I ever understand what is happening to me?
Will you or can you except the real me?
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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