Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or
Will this ever come to be the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I dream of these horrible things?
I just want to know your view.
It hurts to know what is not meant to be real.
It hurts never knowing what will hurt next.
I don’t want you to forget about me.
I don’t ever want to go far away.
I want to stick around forever.
I want to stand up and fight.
I don’t want to lay down and die.
I want to be more than a weird nobody.
I can’t breath on my own.
I can’t stand on my own to feet.
I need you more than I can imagine.
Tell me that everything is O.K!
I wish I could say that everything is alright.
We can run away and live on forever.
Where ever I go the pain follows my soul.
Please make it go away from here.
I want us to be free from this rule.
I want us to run and never think again.
I feel like this is my dream, and
When I wake my smile will disappear.
I want to say hey, everything is great!
I want to hold you and talk of the good things.
I want to laugh with you all the way to the end.
I am just nobody special with no real plan.
I am nothing real with no clue of what’s the truth.
Is this what it takes to be so clueless, or
Will I ever understand what is happening to me?
Will you or can you except the real me?
Dear Readers, I am so sorry for the way I have been acting on this Blog. I have wrote somethings that were flat out mean. I don't want to lose any one's trust. I try so hard to write what I am feeling, but lately I have just been saying things that were mean. I wish the people that I have hurt can find it in there hearts to trust me again. I do wish everything can go back the way it was, but all we can do is grow as humans. Maybe we are stronger for this mistake, this misunderstanding. I want to say that I forgive you for what happened and I am here with my arms open. I want us to be close again. As friends for now! I will continue to keep everyone in my prayers. I hope that everyone feels better. Just be positive about life. Take a walk and enjoy what God has created. Love, JACK
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