JACK'S BLOG

The fact is that I am broken, I am selfish to the bone protecting my heart. Shattered in a broken home, Surround by people but still alone. I toss and turn in my sleep, and I'm burning up in my bed. The flames keep getting higher, and I just don't care anymore. I am still screaming at these lonely walls, and these tears drop as I fall. I can smell the smoke, as it fills the room like a fog. I have been trapped inside for way to long. It doesn't seem to matter where I go, I am stringing along my darkness in this home, and I still have nobody to talk to. This name you yell out isn't mine, and I don't want to burn for my sins. It's getting so dirty in here, nothing seems to be clear, I can wipe my eyes, but everything is black in here. It's so dark, and I am losing myself. I can't seem to wake up. I am drowning in this holy water, but I just won't come clean. I can see the light, but it's slipping away. Please don't bu...

  I don't recognize anyone around here anymore,                             and I am climbing up these cracked walls.                                    I didn't look at your girlfriend,                                  and I didn't touch your mustang.                                 I don't want to be here right now.          ...

 I am really getting sick this life, and there is no one here to help. I am in love with your pills, now I can get rid of myself. I can fall onto this guilt. It always attacks on this side, and you can't even wave bye! Why am I so hard on myself? And at this time when the sun goes down. it's not a moment of happiness, it's not a time to unwind. In this room you can look around, but there's an emptiness that surrounds. And I don't need anything from you, so take all that you need. I am on these terrible strings, and I am climbing up these walls, How about you? She's in this only for the money, because Love doesn't mean a thing. So shine your light down on me tonight. because this darkness isn't on my side. I am in love with your pills, A little red, and a little blue. I tried to get rid of myself. I wish you would help, but you never do.

                                                    Some times I feel so far from your loving arms.                                               What I have done, the fear that I have lost someone,                                             My eyes wander so far away,       ...

You are my safety net, And I wish you didn't have to be, And when I fall out of bounds, You are there to save me. I lose sight on this simple path, I do what’s wrong, and lose what’s right, But no matter how far I seem to stray, You are always there for me. And when I look the other way, Your love never fades. You are my safety net, you catch me when I have nothing left, I lose myself so completely, that you find me in my filth, but your unwillingness doesn't give up on me. I fall deeper, and I get darker, but your love shines it's light, and all of this wickedness takes a hit. I can bathe in my mistakes, but you cleanse me of this sin. you are my safety net.

You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains. (Matthew 24:6-8; Mark 13:7-8 NIV).Mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God -- having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. (2 Timothy 3:1-5 NIV). But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare. (2 Peter 3:10 NIV). An...

And it’s the right time to fall apart, And it’s the right time to begin at the start, Because I am completely over this.....I wish. And what so beautiful causes so much destruction? I have nothing left to say, but the spit in my mouth, And I would love to speak my mind, and get it all out. I jump and I jump just to fall to the ground. All I hear is this sound of your failing love, You lied to me, and it scars me to death, I am in fear that you will happen again. I am sick to my stomach, You made me believe that you loved me, You repeated it again and again, And you drilled it into the back of my head. Now I live with your disease because you loved me, And I am just another broken human being, With endless amounts of baggage holding me down. I wish I could leave this, but I still can’t believe it. It’s like I am dead, and so I am heartless inside. You stole my heart leaving me dark and alone. I can’t begin to tell you how much I miss you, Because all of the people that loved me, Chained...