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“Stole My Heart From You"

And it’s the right time to fall apart,
And it’s the right time to begin at the start,
Because I am completely over this.....I wish.
And what so beautiful causes so much destruction?
I have nothing left to say, but the spit in my mouth,
And I would love to speak my mind, and get it all out.
I jump and I jump just to fall to the ground.
All I hear is this sound of your failing love,
You lied to me, and it scars me to death,
I am in fear that you will happen again.
I am sick to my stomach,
You made me believe that you loved me,
You repeated it again and again,
And you drilled it into the back of my head.
Now I live with your disease because you loved me,
And I am just another broken human being,
With endless amounts of baggage holding me down.
I wish I could leave this, but I still can’t believe it.
It’s like I am dead, and so I am heartless inside.
You stole my heart leaving me dark and alone.
I can’t begin to tell you how much I miss you,
Because all of the people that loved me,
Chained me up in the end and left me for dead.
Thought’s in my head are lost in the reasons why,
But your just another one I can’t get over.
And it’s the right time to steal back my heart,
And it’s the right time to begin at the start,
Because lover I am finally over you.....I hope.

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