I have this heart full of fear
Stuck in this room without windows
Why must I fight on?
I pick up my head, but I always face down.
Tell me why should I walk up right,
When I continue to fall?
How do you know?
Tell me why I should believe that
Everything will turn out alright?
How do you know?
Everything gets worse.
When they should be getting better.
What is the point of going on,
When doing nothing at all?
What is holding me down?
If I can’t stand up for what is right.
What is the point of living.
If I keep faking it,
What is the point of life?
Why should continue to stand tall,
When all I do is nothing?
I can rise against all the worries.
I can stand up for what is wrong.
What is the point of believing,
When everything I do is wrong?
Why do I continue to take these hits?
Why can’t I say I don’t hurt no more?
When can I say I am alright,
And I can say I don’t have to fight?
I can wipe this slate clean.
I can run away free.
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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