What Should I do?
I can't stop the raging inside.
I am screaming all over!
I am in my head.
I am spinning.
To many nightmares.
I can't take your voice no more.
I am sick of the struggle.
If you happen to let me in,
I promise I will destroy you.
There is a darkness destroying my heart.
I can take this anymore!
I have nothing left to give.
I am down on my hands and knee's.
I put my head on the ground.
I am crying out loud.
I am begging you please.
I need you more then ever.
Please Love me like your son.
I am crawling on the pavement,
I am searching for your Glory, God.
I am trapped in the middle.
I keep falling over myself.
Scratching and clawing for you.
I love you God despite this agony.
I just want to touch you now.
I want to know you.
I can't get over you, Lord.
This way your deep inside me.
I know your there, God.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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