What Should I do?
I can't stop the raging inside.
I am screaming all over!
I am in my head.
I am spinning.
To many nightmares.
I can't take your voice no more.
I am sick of the struggle.
If you happen to let me in,
I promise I will destroy you.
There is a darkness destroying my heart.
I can take this anymore!
I have nothing left to give.
I am down on my hands and knee's.
I put my head on the ground.
I am crying out loud.
I am begging you please.
I need you more then ever.
Please Love me like your son.
I am crawling on the pavement,
I am searching for your Glory, God.
I am trapped in the middle.
I keep falling over myself.
Scratching and clawing for you.
I love you God despite this agony.
I just want to touch you now.
I want to know you.
I can't get over you, Lord.
This way your deep inside me.
I know your there, God.
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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