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She Isn't Real Anymore!

Who am I to you? How can you go on and be happy with yourself? You found someone else to be with. I am glad you found that someone special. You dumped me for him. I guess everything you told me applies to him now. You have someone to hold your hand. You have a shoulder to cry on. How can you walk away so easily? You don’t feel anything inside? Why did you feel the need to fake Love? I am glad you moved on, but Why am I stuck with this pain inside my heart? I don’t think you understand what you really done. I wish you could see it deep inside your heart. You spoon feed me lies, and then ripped me apart. I am such a fool for believing In you. I can see why you rejected me as a friend. I wanted to help someone I used to love, You wanted nothing to do with me. Look me in my face, today! Why can’t you explain? I Loved you like a fool. I saw an Angel like a fool. You can take it out with your lover. Why did you have to lie? It was always about you. What you wanted to do. When you feel like telling the truth! What about me? Why did you play on my sorrows? Why did you sing with me if I meant nothing to you? I told you the truth and you through that in my face. I don’t know who you are anymore! You can’t be anyone real!

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