I am tired of letting all this animosity,
get to me. Running from the broken,
energy that keeps hovering all over me.
Today I am cutting these flimsy strings.
A rejuvenated thought.
A reawakened heart.
It's beating is so cleanly.
I'm feeding off what your needing.
I'm dreaming no more.
I'm believing all for.
I'm walking close to my knee's.
Lifting my heart towards the clouds.
I'm changing worse views.
Staring at a magnificent light.
So bright blinding all fright.
A brand creation.
Wasting time with silly rules.
With unexplainable words,
and unfavorable ways of,
expressing feelings kneeling down.
Speaking inconceivable things.
I am tired of playing second prize.
Running from what's falling behind.
It's time to say goodbye broken spirit.
No more wearing your red stain.
All of this pain ends today.
I'm losing a little bit of me inside. All of the breakdowns drive them to hide. I'm wandering around hoping to find something that will never be true. My mind is spinning away from me. I can't see what's in front of me. I tried to be someone else, but the pain doesn't go nowhere else. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to my knee's. I want to scream out loud. I can't take this anymore. I'm stuck in this hole, and there is nobody to dig me out. With my back up against the wall, I can't see my dreams when your standing in my way. I'm staring at the future begging for the past. I know the good times, but they don't ever last. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to the floor. I want to scream out loud. I don't think I can take this anymore! My heart is still beating, but my breathing is getting weaker with all of this weight on top of my chest. I keep on fighting these angels wrestling these demons to the ground. I keep on walking until I los...
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