I am tired of letting all this animosity,
get to me. Running from the broken,
energy that keeps hovering all over me.
Today I am cutting these flimsy strings.
A rejuvenated thought.
A reawakened heart.
It's beating is so cleanly.
I'm feeding off what your needing.
I'm dreaming no more.
I'm believing all for.
I'm walking close to my knee's.
Lifting my heart towards the clouds.
I'm changing worse views.
Staring at a magnificent light.
So bright blinding all fright.
A brand creation.
Wasting time with silly rules.
With unexplainable words,
and unfavorable ways of,
expressing feelings kneeling down.
Speaking inconceivable things.
I am tired of playing second prize.
Running from what's falling behind.
It's time to say goodbye broken spirit.
No more wearing your red stain.
All of this pain ends today.
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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