I’m still holding on,
To the feeling of your hand.
It is soft to the touch,
But it hurts so much.
I try so hard to look away,
Yet I always look for something to say.
I wish I could disappear today,
And I didn’t have to face my fears.
I falling on my knee’s again,
What I believed of you is all pretend.
How many times will I fall,
Until I completely combust?
I can’t look myself in the mirror,
Without feeling completely ashamed.
When I see you, I fall apart,
With no sign of redemption.
Please, I am begging you,
Won’t you come back in,
My life, I need your heart.
I can’t think of your words,
But I am so ready for a new start.
I can’t walk away from you,
Without signs of a broken heart.
I hope I don’t end up completely apart.
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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