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Testament Of Faith

So you left me down here to drowned,
where I am forever by myself.

I call on you,
but you never answer me!
I am crawling on my knee's,
hoping to find a way to please you.
I wish you would believe me.
Am I just another burning flame?
Please don't burn my name!
Is this a crying shame,
that my love for you falls down my face?
Is this how it's supposed to turn out?

Are you going to just stand there and watch me burn?
Do you like to see what makes me hurt?
And I am kneeling for you,
and I am soaked in my tears,
That's alright I like the way this hurts.

I am grasping for just one touch,
and I am falling all over myself.
I am praying that you would help,
but your always silent in your stealth.
My head is to the ground,
but I wish it was to the clouds.
How could you not hear me?

Are you going to stand there and watch me hurt?
I am screaming for your healing to work.
Would you mislead me?
Do you like to see me bleed?
That's alright I like the way this hurts.

Don't worry I won't let the scars get to deep!
Don't worry I won't let the sins take over me!
Please don't worry because I love you,
and I won't let the darkness inside of my heart!

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