Skip to main content

Testament Of Faith

So you left me down here to drowned,
where I am forever by myself.

I call on you,
but you never answer me!
I am crawling on my knee's,
hoping to find a way to please you.
I wish you would believe me.
Am I just another burning flame?
Please don't burn my name!
Is this a crying shame,
that my love for you falls down my face?
Is this how it's supposed to turn out?

Are you going to just stand there and watch me burn?
Do you like to see what makes me hurt?
And I am kneeling for you,
and I am soaked in my tears,
That's alright I like the way this hurts.

I am grasping for just one touch,
and I am falling all over myself.
I am praying that you would help,
but your always silent in your stealth.
My head is to the ground,
but I wish it was to the clouds.
How could you not hear me?

Are you going to stand there and watch me hurt?
I am screaming for your healing to work.
Would you mislead me?
Do you like to see me bleed?
That's alright I like the way this hurts.

Don't worry I won't let the scars get to deep!
Don't worry I won't let the sins take over me!
Please don't worry because I love you,
and I won't let the darkness inside of my heart!

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

“Something She Said”

And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.

The End Times?

You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains. (Matthew 24:6-8; Mark 13:7-8 NIV).Mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God -- having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. (2 Timothy 3:1-5 NIV). But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare. (2 Peter 3:10 NIV). An...

IF YOU WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH, THEN HERE IT IS!

I would like to be serious for a second and say a couple of things that are on my mind at the moment. I don't really know how much I can take. It's this job, school and all the bad news about people I care about. I can't take it anymore. I have no food, no gas, no money. How is this not depressing? It seems to be like this every year. I really don't think I can live like this for another year. I mean who can? I'm fucking sick of this life. I work my ass off to get nothing at all. When is all of this going to pay off? The truth is that it's not! I'm going to be struggling through life for years. Nobody wants a writer that can't even afford to get out of the crap I'm in. Let me be real, four years of fucking school is a waste of my time. In the end it won't get me nothing, not a job, not a family, not money. It's just another thing that's in my way. I mean sixteen years of my life is gone and I don't have a damn thing to show for it. I...