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Crush

When I wake up,
I look around with this narrow view,
I feel so hopeless without you.
Our house is getting old and crowded,
I can’t feel you anywhere.
The ghost of our relationship still floats around stumbling,
And bumping into the furniture.
The walls are spilling out the tears of our pain.

Our happiness still may live and die under the sheets,
But something deep inside of me is fight for you.
Won’t you let me come up for air?
I can show you my still beating heart,
And you can crush me if you will,
But let me get these last words out.   

All of our weight is leaning on my shoulders,
And when I lay my eyes on your beauty,
I crumble into the many pieces I have become.
I am broken, so please don’t you break me!
Your focus is slowly being defeated.
There goes your honesty…
Out from your reality.
Slipping off the tiles,
Spilling loneliness all over the floors.

Our happiness still may live and die under the sheets,
But something deep inside of me is fight for you.
Won’t you let me come up for air?
I can show you my still beating heart,
And you can crush me if you will,
But let me get these last words out.   

Here is the air we breathe it is getting everywhere.
You just won’t go away.
I just can’t fade.
Wish we could have stayed the very same.
Watch us as we lose our balance.
Thinking life can’t happen.
So, if you’re kicking me out,
Just burn this house down.
Because we can bury everything under the covers,
In the closets even under the bed,
But you and I both know what we did.
So, let the memories out with the smoke,
Let our secrets go where they may go.

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