I can’t be this liar you paint me to be,
Holding all of your secrets inside.
Following you around like your puppy dog.
I won't let you eat away at my humanity,
I won’t carry out your bad news,
and take the blame when you get scared.
Sick and uninspired by the way you live life,
When laziness is your only desire.
You are going to burn in this fire,
The one you created to take me out.
Now I am sitting on this tight rope,
Waiting for the day I have to choose.
I would choose to fall then to be with you.
but I want to lose control,
But I want to get away from you.
No more following your useless rules,
I won’t be someone you can use.
I woke this morning and I was getting tired of you.
This whole life was your big lie.
Why did you have to let this die?
You would have done anything to say your goodbyes.
Did you ever once think of me?
Oh how you’re so considerate,
all you do is think of yourself.
Your heart has grown so cold,
I won't be there when there is nothing left,
Maybe you were scared,
And you didn't want to fight,
So you ran from everything.
I just got in your way.
Maybe you wanted me to pay,
But you didn’t want to say,
So you just faded away.
Your words were so ignorant,
And it showed the cowardliness in you.
And I am not ready to forgive you just yet.
I woke this evening and I was still getting tired of you.
Wondering why you let this all die?
All of this love was a lie,
so now you can say your goodbyes.
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