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So Far Away

I can see the sun shining through the blinds,
And hear the birds chirping in the mornings.
There is still this smile on my face,
And the tears no longer fall.
I have never felt so free,
The laughter comes so easy.
and the days seem so real.

Is this my life?
It isn't what it used to be,
I can share all my feelings.
But it feels too good to be true,
Am I dreaming?
Please don’t shake me,
Cause I might be sleeping.

Even though the days are like heaven,
I can feel the past lingering around.
It is waiting for me to fall back down.
now that I have been this far,
Are my mistakes forever my scars?
I can’t forget the shame I caused you,
And every disappointing decision I made.

So here I am,
Still wondering how I got this far.
I will spill my tears too you,
But this feels too good to be true,
Am I dreaming?
Please don’t shake me,
Cause I might be sleeping.

now that we are here in this moment,
I am glad we fought this far.
I feel like I can face the days ahead,
And I don’t have to be ashamed for what I did.
You pushed me in all the right directions,
And that is why I am the person I am today.

So this is my life,
And these are all the mistakes I've made.
We got this far away from the pain,
But why am I so afraid of waking?
Please don’t shake me,
I am afraid of waking, 
Cause I might be dreaming.

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