Life drains the blood from my heart.
Try sleeping on this bed of nails,
I am the first to fall apart.
I am the first to go insane.
Always the first to take these pills.
Needing me to save the world,
And I drift alone on this river.
I need no help, your not here.
I'll pull myself out of this burning building.
I don't need you, I stand alone.
My heart hurts when your standing behind me
putting this knife in me.
I was the last one to make you hate me.
Don't worry your not here any ways.
There is nothing left to save.
My bones are ashes in this burning building.
Don't worry you are never here.
No help, No worry.
There is nothing left to save.
I'm leaving, but I am stronger.
I'm tired of carrying this pain.
My mind is weak.
I don't need your help when your never here.
Try sleeping in this broke casket.
I am the first to break away.
I am the first to crack.
I don't need you no more.
There is nothing left to save.
Your just causing me pain.
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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