This nose bleeds every time these words hit the page.
This is nothing but headaches and the worst pain.
I’m miles away from where my head should be.
I really have no idea where my head is.
It is hard to talk and be miserable at the same time.
I like to be another nobody, running away from a disappointment person.
I can speak in sentences, I can lie to everyone.
It shows in my dazed eyes ,I hate my truth.
All I know is to put on this smile, it’s what I do.
My knee’s shake so bad I can’t stand for the ignorant.
I’m just a little boy lost in the darkness of life.
I walk on my failure and bathe in my pain.
I know how to fall to pieces, again, and again.
I’m just as sick as these thoughts in my head.
I’m all that is wrong with this life, and
That is all that I will ever be.
rain falls from the blackness in the sky, the water soaks the earth. here we stay a float, but slowly we are drowning. the mud grabs us by the ankles, pulling us into the ground. everyday is a struggle to move. With all of these days, we carry out this weight, walking closer to the pavement. we tippy toe across the marsh, crashing faster each time. crushed to our knees, our hearts slow to a beat. we question our strength, savoring every last drop, like the very last scotch. and at the end of the day, when the moon covers the view. your soft hand pressures, then squeeze’s these muscles and slowly cracks the bones, you push down upon me, I pray you don’t break me. With all the pain and agony, we continue to push forward, but we question our lives, always struggling to stand up straight. fearing our inevitable fate. carrying this horrible weight. Note; In all honesty this is about the world and the struggle to live, have faith in God, but the weight some t...
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