This is bitter luck that never turns out alright.
This day is a little screwed up, and I bleed the same.
If I hurt then it’s not the best for anyone.
If your alright, then I won’t be fine.
I’m feeling nothing on this shattered outside.
If your cut, then I’ll bleed so deep.
I could use these new scars.
I could bleed so much for us.
I’m in my most highest state of mind.
I’m in the weakest state of health.
When I’m yelling at myself.
With nothing much to say.
I can change my ugly ways,
But I don’t know if I could believe again.
Only when I’m at my worst.
Is when I fall to the ground.
I can shut my eyes,
And never see again.
Because I’m tired of looking at these horrible things.
I’m still trapped in this violence called my reckless life.
I now know that you always let me down, and now I know I’m going down.
It hurts to notice the good days because there are very few of them left.
I was put on this world to hurt from my head to my toes.
I was faced with these troubled thoughts and they won’t go away.
I hurt so much nothing can make this go away.
One of these days I’m going to slip into the darkness and I won’t ever come back.
One of these days I’m going to fall into the sea and nobody is going to be there for me.
One of these days I’m going to drown and not a single person is going to care how.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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