I don’t like this transformation.
I hate what I have become.
I can’t breathe, my head hurts.
I can’t stop hating, I can’t stop screaming.
Tell me! Who am I suppose to be?
I hide this pain, but it comes out of me anyways.
I don’t want to be this person anymore.
I don’t want to hurt you no more.
I’m the only greatness that follows you around.
I just wish someone would understand me.
I don’t walk around with an S on my chest,
I have so much pain that makes me weak.
I can’t talk in this tone, or stand in your lines.
I can’t say that I like anything I say.
I confess that the creep is just me.
I confess I am the waste you hate to talk about.
I continue to make the same old mistakes, and
The results never change.
I don’t like me, and I hate these fears.
I lie to your face and smile on the inside.
I am that sound that causes you to cover your ears.
I am that devil that makes you hate so bad.
I get sick when I talk to anyone,
Some times I wish I was never here.
This is not the way things were suppose to plan out.
How is this safe?
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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