I am ready to breath when ever this air is ready to climb up into my lungs.
I am ready for my anger to explode and destroy everything in yelling distance.
I am ready to run until I can't run no more and I am trapped ground level.
I am ready to lie and if that means I have to burn all the paper I own then so be it.
I am looking at this blank wall because these colors don't impress me much.
I am looking through these eyes, but there is nothing out there in this hell.
I am looking slowly and closely to these twisted dreams trapped in me.
I am looking at the back of my eye lids this image is the clearest it will ever be.
I am walking to the end of this thought where there is nothing but choas.
I am walking through these walls breaking bones, bricks, bleeding out the truth.
I am running to the better life if that means losing things on the way.
I am running into everything because bad news has a hard time getting out of the way.
I am running to this end, but most likely lost is where I will end up in this nightmare.
I am falling down because that is what this body always does.
I am falling to these knee's and bleeding out what's true.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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