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The Perfect End that Won't Come to Pass.

I won’t let you bury it, you sucked the life out of me,

And I want you back because I liked it.

I tried to let you go away, but I am addicted to you.

I can’t look you in the eyes without being fooled,

With hope knowing that your alone again.

Hold me on your lease and wear me everyday.

I like to walk in shoes, but I want your abuse.

Maybe I ‘m nobody to you, lets meet again.

How can I captivate perfect lies from a perfect date.

I do hold everything true and you’re the one I want to do.

I want to hold you close and do the nasty things to you.

Lead me again because I am here for your amusement.

Take me to your bed it’s the one at the end.

I love you so much that there is pain inside my head.

Everything is better up close and your beautiful, personally.

When you smile everything hardens.

It doesn’t matter what they say, I am free.

I do, I want you on my skin, let the bad parts in.

I can believe that best friends are friends forever.

Talk the sound out of your voice.

I love what I hear it’s what wants to come out.

I’m dizzy drunk and I am stupid for you.

I love to say hello, and I hate saying goodbye.

Say Goodbye to sleep when your lying on my bed.

I can stay up for the night, until the fights at the drop off point.

I don’t want to go to bed, I wish you would never end.

This has yet to become reality.

Just another one’s fantasies.

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