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The Darkside Of The Moon

                                                   Some times I feel so far from your loving arms.
                                              What I have done, the fear that I have lost someone,
                                            My eyes wander so far away,
                                      I can't stand to look myself in the face.
                                      The Cross seems so far away from down here,
                                       And all I can see is an empty moon light.
                                       Bright stars cover the beautiful sky,
                                        But deep scars still show on my heart.
                                        And I maybe broken on this dark night,
                                         but your light still shines on my face.
                                         I just want to find your amazing grace.
                                         The thing that I did, I'm scared of.
                                          I fear that what I've done,
                                          That I lost someone I love.
                                          At times I feel so lost down here,
                                           Is there something else out there?
                                                   Why can't I see the truth?
                                                              I need you to follow,
                                                  because lately I have been falling behind.
                                             There is nothing else that can keep me safe,
                                             How can we love you, and still lose faith?
                                              I need someone just to keep me sane.
                                               I fear that I lost all that I know,
                                                I hope I didn't lose you as well,
                                                Because I love you so........

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Christine Wang said…
hi jack, i found your blog through my discussion in 20sb about love and relationships. it is refreshing to see a guy so open about love (not just romantic love but spiritual as well). i hope you do find that girl one day to share your heart with. :-)
October 19, 2010 at 4:54 PM
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