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Chasing Our Love

This used to be our song,
and we would dance until we got it right.
I used to hold you when you were crying out your eyes,
and encourage you when you were dig into the ground.
I used kiss you on your forehead,
and knew exactly what that meant to you.
You used to look at me like we were always meant to be,
Like I was the sign you were always looking for.
Now you look at me like I am a bad criminal,
You look at me like I am a stranger,
like I stole a part of your soul.
Like I took one of your most precious jewels.
Now you look at me with such regret.
Like you could care less what happens next.
You just want to have love and hold it close,
but you were so quick to let ours go.
Like our love didn't mean a thing,
so you threw away our symbol, your ring.

This breaks my heart,
that same old lonely part.
We used to be inseparable,
now we are unacceptable.
You used to chase our love up to the stars,
Now you drown it in the ocean. 
We used to have each other's backs,
and now we could care less what happens.

I used to tell you how beautiful you are,
and you would blush until you were red in the face.
I used to be able to make you happy,
and I always got you laughing, you loved the little things; like all of our great memories.
Now your so ready to look the other way,
So quick to forget the past.
Just so you can run from what truly lasted,
and forget that we ever existed.
So you can kill our memories,
and you are so willing to lose me as well,
So take me from these dreams.
Maybe then you will have your peace,
Then you will never have to see me,
or hear about how I still love you.
You can ran away from your life,
and do everything you always dreamt of doing.

And it breaks my heart,
that our lives are so far apart.
We used to be so unstoppable,
and now we are both so vulnerable.
You used to chase our love to the ends of the earth,
now you brush it under the rug.
We used to bleed for each other,
Now we would died if the other one knew the real truth. 

Comments

Chelsea said…
This one gets me and I get it. That's all I can really say. I saved it, I hope that's ok..

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