I can't say no, but
I have to leave you
I'm tired of this life
It means I don't want to hurt you
I just want to walk away clean.
A better man
A new me!
I don't want to say no, but
you keep letting me down
I'm finding everything wrong
I want to believe that everything can be right
to believe that everyone can change
I don't have much faith
It's a negative energy that pushes me away.
I don't have to say no, but
It's the only thing I know
The one thing I still own.
It's better to say goodbye
take what's left and run
run so far from this nothing
you hold so dearly to your heart
It hurts to watch pain
It hurts to lose tears
I'm saying no, but
I don't know if it will last
my back is on the ropes
The brain is caving in.
Living is so damn difficult
dying is so damn simple.
Losing is so damn easy
Winning is so damn hard.
If you love me won't you let me go.
rain falls from the blackness in the sky, the water soaks the earth. here we stay a float, but slowly we are drowning. the mud grabs us by the ankles, pulling us into the ground. everyday is a struggle to move. With all of these days, we carry out this weight, walking closer to the pavement. we tippy toe across the marsh, crashing faster each time. crushed to our knees, our hearts slow to a beat. we question our strength, savoring every last drop, like the very last scotch. and at the end of the day, when the moon covers the view. your soft hand pressures, then squeeze’s these muscles and slowly cracks the bones, you push down upon me, I pray you don’t break me. With all the pain and agony, we continue to push forward, but we question our lives, always struggling to stand up straight. fearing our inevitable fate. carrying this horrible weight. Note; In all honesty this is about the world and the struggle to live, have faith in God, but the weight some t...
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