It feels like I've lost you.
It feels like your gone.
These shadows are getting darker.
These lights are getting longer.
I am falling through this darkened
sky at the same time I am blind.
I fight for you, the one who
knows how bad these things get.
This empty mind with this broken soul
just keeps fighting with this heartless home.
Come over to my life
only you can make this right.
It's not the same
I have changed
can't speak, nor hear.
Yet my body keeps fighting
through this harden cement.
Yet my body keeps fighting
through these walls of brick.
I am so closed up in these tight spaces
But
Life goes on!
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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