There is so much that needs to be done,
every time I lift my head I'm crushed from within.
I really can't say how much more I can take.
I wish it would just go away,
but I know that the hurt follows me.
I feel like I'm trapped and the words don't come out,
but I continue to scream and shout.
I wish I did more to help my life,
I wish I would have changed my earlier years.
I blame myself for doing nothing.
Like I always do,
yet I still walk around my room acting stupid just like I know to do.
I hope to God I find out what's wrong,
before it's to late.
I seem to meet the people that are out to get me in the end.
Everyone Lies, and Nobody can be trusted.
Why should I open my eyes when there is never anything good to see?
I'm in this car crash nightmare with know one to help me.
I take this time to figure this out, I take this time to shut my mouth.
How many times do I have to be stuck in this bad luck life?
How many times am I going to put my head down in pain?
How many times?
They never said that this would be easy.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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