These words are sparks, blood dripping from my head.
It's hard to polish this evil onto this white cotton.
The hate is how this face is turning.
All of what's wrong is always what I'll be.
It's what I had that will be gone forever.
The scrambled words lost in the shuffle.
I continue to write myself into this bad story.
Just do what they say or they will take it away.
Take these pieces of what will never be.
Always follow the leaders, you live by there rules.
I can't remember anything, anyone that was here.
I can't stand this, it's the hurt that is real.
It's the burning fire that can't be put out.
It's the perfectly straight wire that can't be bent.
It's the loud words that can't be heard.
As dark as this sounds the pain is still here.
Always wrong that's who I am and that's who I'll become.
At the same time you meet me you'll walk away.
I'm the loser, so come beat me at will.
I'm always let go, and I'll always fall.
I come with the pain and suffer the most.
I'm on my own, I'm all alone.
You can walk on fire, but I burn to ash.
All the things I had never really existed.
Everything seems alright, sadness hurts the worst.
I can't speak my words, so my pen speaks for me.
Please look closely, so many scars that bleed so deep.
Believe me I'm gone now, but I will come back.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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