I find myself busy, I haven't had time to write anything besides papers for class. I have one more week until I'm done until next year. I'm hoping to have nothing to do for once. I wish I could just go out and hang out with my friends. I went out in the cold last night and played basketball for the first time in awhile. I made some shots, but got beat in three different games. Hopefully I can get back in shape so I can win more. I recently started to listen to Sondre Lerche. I really like his music it's creative, and smart. I haven't seen any new movies lately. Last week I seen Smart People. I thought it was great, that is a must buy. Talk about a movie about real life and feelings. I love Ellen Paige's performance in the movie. I also seen Get Smart not the funniest comedy, Steve Carrel was great. I'm mad that Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson isn't doing action movies anymore. This was another movie I liked him in, my favorite was DOOM. Now I'm just watching football and re-runs of Supernatural!
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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So the rock is back, making good family films. I have seen the trailer of the movie and it has action all over it. It's coming out in March 2009.
And by the way. Great writing!