I find myself busy, I haven't had time to write anything besides papers for class. I have one more week until I'm done until next year. I'm hoping to have nothing to do for once. I wish I could just go out and hang out with my friends. I went out in the cold last night and played basketball for the first time in awhile. I made some shots, but got beat in three different games. Hopefully I can get back in shape so I can win more. I recently started to listen to Sondre Lerche. I really like his music it's creative, and smart. I haven't seen any new movies lately. Last week I seen Smart People. I thought it was great, that is a must buy. Talk about a movie about real life and feelings. I love Ellen Paige's performance in the movie. I also seen Get Smart not the funniest comedy, Steve Carrel was great. I'm mad that Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson isn't doing action movies anymore. This was another movie I liked him in, my favorite was DOOM. Now I'm just watching football and re-runs of Supernatural!
I'm losing a little bit of me inside. All of the breakdowns drive them to hide. I'm wandering around hoping to find something that will never be true. My mind is spinning away from me. I can't see what's in front of me. I tried to be someone else, but the pain doesn't go nowhere else. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to my knee's. I want to scream out loud. I can't take this anymore. I'm stuck in this hole, and there is nobody to dig me out. With my back up against the wall, I can't see my dreams when your standing in my way. I'm staring at the future begging for the past. I know the good times, but they don't ever last. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to the floor. I want to scream out loud. I don't think I can take this anymore! My heart is still beating, but my breathing is getting weaker with all of this weight on top of my chest. I keep on fighting these angels wrestling these demons to the ground. I keep on walking until I los...
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So the rock is back, making good family films. I have seen the trailer of the movie and it has action all over it. It's coming out in March 2009.
And by the way. Great writing!