I am just a kid fighting the world with his bare hands.
I am so choked up on the words that are spoken.
I hit you with my fist and my broken heart.
I am just not good at falling apart.
I am not very good at believing the lies.
I am not very good at following behind.
I am not very good at hiding my anger.
I am not very good at letting it out.
I am just a man broken at the knees.
I keep on punching, but I am losing my desire to bleed.
I wasn’t meant to bleed for me.
I wasn’t meant to race these dreams.
I wasn’t meant to lose sleep over hurt.
I fall with a blow to the head, it hurts worse than it sounds.
I find it hard to get back up this time.
I am just not very good at war.
I am not very good at remembering things.
I am not very good at paying attention.
I am not very good at speaking the truth.
I am just as broken as you would imagine.
I have bled my strength, there is nothing left.
I can’t fight for me, but for you it would be an honor.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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