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All That I Will Ever Be

This nose bleeds every time these words hit the page. This is nothing but headaches and the worst pain. I’m miles away from where my head should be. I really have no idea where my head is. It is hard to talk and be miserable at the same time. I like to be another nobody, running away from a disappointment person. I can speak in sentences, I can lie to everyone. It shows in my dazed eyes ,I hate my truth. All I know is to put on this smile, it’s what I do. My knee’s shake so bad I can’t stand for the ignorant. I’m just a little boy lost in the darkness of life. I walk on my failure and bathe in my pain. I know how to fall to pieces, again, and again. I’m just as sick as these thoughts in my head. I’m all that is wrong with this life, and That is all that I will ever be.

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Anonymous said…
I think this poem is about pretenses that we put up to hide our pain. Gr8 poem.
March 12, 2009 at 2:31 AM
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