Everything I touch crushes down, and doesn’t turn to much!
I am crawling on the floor hoping to find my way out that door.
I got some good in me, but I wish I could be more like he.
I wish I could scream, so you could hear the hurt in me.
Breaking down on every word hurts more then it ever could.
I am stronger now and I want to believe more then I should.
Every time I look up sadness hits me like a stone.
I am buried, I am bruised and I just want to break loose.
Every time I start to believe something is taken from me.
Sometimes I can’t take this place, I want run away.
I want to hate this hurt, I want to hate this face.
Yesterday away from you hurt so bad I fell to my knee’s.
I am the weakest of weak I couldn't pick myself up.
Yesterday I cried so hard no words could explain my tears.
I feel like a broken record words repeat them self’s.
I am confused most of the time rambling on back on forth.
I can talk life’s struggles, but it always ends with the most difficult questions.
My words break down right in front of me, continuously.
There is nothing I can do to stop the crashes just more tears inside.
I am all twisted up into a ball of undesired metaphors.
Let me show you who is boss, so I can get this out of my head.
I am pacing to the finish line, I am waiting for tomorrow.
I can fall on my face, and I can get right back up.
I can carry my heart upright, so I can stop tripping over it.
It’s nothing personal just anger that builds over time.
It is another wrecked way of saying that I try to give a shit.
I can sure dish it out, but I can’t possibility take it.
Watch me, I can run my mouth, but no words flow out.
Watch me, the lies will just fly out with no hesitation.
Is this true I can fall and everything will go away?
I can fall, I can bleed and I can act as if everything is alright.
Lies consume my ways of thinking, and it is so bad!
When I am away from you there is so much pressure.
A force Choking me until my head explodes.
I want to breath this most wonderful air.
I want to write in the best possible way.
I think so good, but the this paper is another story.
How bad can I sound is the question?
Can I run on, or just run on?
Let me write the most horrible things.
Maybe someone will think there is something wrong!
Everything is worth the shot!
If I could change a thing, I think I would have changed everything. If I could have known the truth, I would have never been with you. Twenty-five and I am so tired of this childish love, And all the pain that comes along with all its games. Seems such a waste to throw it all away, But I am who I am, like me or not, But you will never be able to change me. The world has its grips on you, And I am no way getting involved. Today could be the greatest of days, But what would you have changed? All of your wrong mistakes, your bad calls, All your fear and lies, Or are you just so selfish inside? If I could change the way we were, I think I would change everything. If I knew the absolute truth about you, I would have never even met you. Twenty-five to life with all that you did, Is this the end of love, should I give up? And here I am stuck with a broken heart, And busted up sight. These days are blurring together, And nothing seems al...
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