I am ready to yell out at the clouds.
I want to give my peace and be healed.
I am willing to say “Hey, everything is wrong!”
I am stuck we these eyes,
These eyes that see the most horrible things.
I am rough without no edges.
Running with a blade bleeding out my sides.
I am on my knees hoping you will see me.
I am hoping you pick me up and dust me off.
I don’t want to be anybodies hero!
Why not just leap out and save me?
So much pain buried in me so deep.
I want you to take it all away.
I can bleed, but it never seems to leave.
Please make it leave!
Please save me!
I already know you see this hurt.
I know you see what’s destroying what works.
Please don’t pass on by!
I am worthy, I am needed.
I maybe poor but, I am not yet defeated.
Every time I think of you……
I am stronger “ I can do anything.”
I can’t get over how much I have fallen to pieces.
When I speak to you, you put me back together.
I am stuck in this depressed state of mind.
Please bleed the sorrow from me.
I am having trouble trying to get away.
Please help me make it go away,
I am tried of losing control.
I just want you to hold my broken soul close.
Please, don’t you ever let go!
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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