I am ready to yell out at the clouds.
I want to give my peace and be healed.
I am willing to say “Hey, everything is wrong!”
I am stuck we these eyes,
These eyes that see the most horrible things.
I am rough without no edges.
Running with a blade bleeding out my sides.
I am on my knees hoping you will see me.
I am hoping you pick me up and dust me off.
I don’t want to be anybodies hero!
Why not just leap out and save me?
So much pain buried in me so deep.
I want you to take it all away.
I can bleed, but it never seems to leave.
Please make it leave!
Please save me!
I already know you see this hurt.
I know you see what’s destroying what works.
Please don’t pass on by!
I am worthy, I am needed.
I maybe poor but, I am not yet defeated.
Every time I think of you……
I am stronger “ I can do anything.”
I can’t get over how much I have fallen to pieces.
When I speak to you, you put me back together.
I am stuck in this depressed state of mind.
Please bleed the sorrow from me.
I am having trouble trying to get away.
Please help me make it go away,
I am tried of losing control.
I just want you to hold my broken soul close.
Please, don’t you ever let go!
I can say that I'm fine again, but many words that I speak don't seem to come true. I could be just like you, but these dreams will never come true. I could be all alone, but I would never survive this worthless world. I can run away, but this pain will always follow by my side. I can say a lot of things, but that doesn't mean that anyone would listen. I can walk up right, but that doesn't mean that I won't be thrown to the ground. I still have so much to lose, I don't know what to do. I can say that I'm fine again, but my words might be lies. I'm going to be fine, One day, Too Late, I'm in hell.
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