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The Praise After Down Pours and Thunder Storms....

I am leading down my misery path. Waiting for this time to pass. I am ready to just let everything out of my grasp. I want to run, it’s as simple as that. I want to get away from all the horrible lies. I want to hide from people’s deceit. I want to run from all of what is hurting my hurt. I just keep sinking and wandering around. I just keep on thinking and slowly forgetting what I found. I speak in silent’s, but your words are backwards and twisted. There is no believing people that turn into monsters. It’s not so easy being me! I already know how to breakdown and be betrayed. I am just waiting to learn something new. I am looking for a great big newly equipped fresh start. I am losing myself just standing alone in this cruel city. Pray for my ripped apart heart, Pray that it will be repaired from evil.

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