I am leading down my misery path.
Waiting for this time to pass.
I am ready to just let everything out of my grasp.
I want to run, it’s as simple as that.
I want to get away from all the horrible lies.
I want to hide from people’s deceit.
I want to run from all of what is hurting my hurt.
I just keep sinking and wandering around.
I just keep on thinking and slowly forgetting what I found.
I speak in silent’s, but your words are backwards and twisted.
There is no believing people that turn into monsters.
It’s not so easy being me!
I already know how to breakdown and be betrayed.
I am just waiting to learn something new.
I am looking for a great big newly equipped fresh start.
I am losing myself just standing alone in this cruel city.
Pray for my ripped apart heart,
Pray that it will be repaired from evil.
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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