I am leading down my misery path.
Waiting for this time to pass.
I am ready to just let everything out of my grasp.
I want to run, it’s as simple as that.
I want to get away from all the horrible lies.
I want to hide from people’s deceit.
I want to run from all of what is hurting my hurt.
I just keep sinking and wandering around.
I just keep on thinking and slowly forgetting what I found.
I speak in silent’s, but your words are backwards and twisted.
There is no believing people that turn into monsters.
It’s not so easy being me!
I already know how to breakdown and be betrayed.
I am just waiting to learn something new.
I am looking for a great big newly equipped fresh start.
I am losing myself just standing alone in this cruel city.
Pray for my ripped apart heart,
Pray that it will be repaired from evil.
Here I am caught in this dance, Spinning until I finally get my chance. I’ll put one foot forward, I’ll put one foot back, But until we move together, We will continue to lose each other. So here is my hand, I’ll open myself up wide, So you can forever live inside. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it out, So here is my soul I’ll let it go. So here is my life I give it up for you. Here I am to finally lose myself, I know you could truly help. I’ll leave my burdens at the door, I’ll leave my trash at the altar, And I will live this life, The way you taught me. So In my final steps, Maybe our footing wasn’t perfect, Maybe our wording wasn’t all clean, But in the end you were forever here to love me. Here I am searching for you. So here is my heart I pour it all out, So here is my soul I’ll finally let it go. So here is my life I’ll forever give it up for you.
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