I don’t have anyone and that’s the way it has been.
If I am not locked up then I don’t know what is up!
I am just the image living in my head.
I am never really there and the picture is a still.
I am so afraid of everything thrown my way.
I am nobodies friend because nobody is what is there.
I want to just take apart the pain, and
Take apart the emotions.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
and there is nothing really here!
I am just a puddle of blood and tears.
I don’t mind you in my skin.
I want to see you even closer than before.
I really don’t want it.
I really don’t want to disappear.
It looks like I can’t ever just stop.
I don’t have anyone and it is the way I like it!
Don’t speak to me unless it’s something I care about!
I can’t say I do care thou.
I am just a word that nobody likes to say.
Avoid me at all costs and you won’t get hurt.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
And all of the animals can breath on their own, And I can speak for myself, So you can let go. I’ve turned my back, She continues to stare, What are you looking at? I ask. There is nothing left to in the tank. All of my love has been spent, And I have nothing left to give. I was looking at what I had she replies. Have you noticed what is gone? It’s not just happiness, It’s all of are drugs, We used them all, We lost are love, It’s all gone, All used up. And all of the animals can run free, And I can finally be me, I loved you, but I must leave, So take your lonely hands off of me. And don’t look at me with your sad eyes, And I know longer want to hear your sad song. Because you made this come to be, So stop pretending that you can breath, And don’t act like you can speak for yourself. Because you were so far from who you really are. It was all just something you said.
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