I don’t have anyone and that’s the way it has been.
If I am not locked up then I don’t know what is up!
I am just the image living in my head.
I am never really there and the picture is a still.
I am so afraid of everything thrown my way.
I am nobodies friend because nobody is what is there.
I want to just take apart the pain, and
Take apart the emotions.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
and there is nothing really here!
I am just a puddle of blood and tears.
I don’t mind you in my skin.
I want to see you even closer than before.
I really don’t want it.
I really don’t want to disappear.
It looks like I can’t ever just stop.
I don’t have anyone and it is the way I like it!
Don’t speak to me unless it’s something I care about!
I can’t say I do care thou.
I am just a word that nobody likes to say.
Avoid me at all costs and you won’t get hurt.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
I can say that I'm fine again, but many words that I speak don't seem to come true. I could be just like you, but these dreams will never come true. I could be all alone, but I would never survive this worthless world. I can run away, but this pain will always follow by my side. I can say a lot of things, but that doesn't mean that anyone would listen. I can walk up right, but that doesn't mean that I won't be thrown to the ground. I still have so much to lose, I don't know what to do. I can say that I'm fine again, but my words might be lies. I'm going to be fine, One day, Too Late, I'm in hell.
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