I don’t have anyone and that’s the way it has been.
If I am not locked up then I don’t know what is up!
I am just the image living in my head.
I am never really there and the picture is a still.
I am so afraid of everything thrown my way.
I am nobodies friend because nobody is what is there.
I want to just take apart the pain, and
Take apart the emotions.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
and there is nothing really here!
I am just a puddle of blood and tears.
I don’t mind you in my skin.
I want to see you even closer than before.
I really don’t want it.
I really don’t want to disappear.
It looks like I can’t ever just stop.
I don’t have anyone and it is the way I like it!
Don’t speak to me unless it’s something I care about!
I can’t say I do care thou.
I am just a word that nobody likes to say.
Avoid me at all costs and you won’t get hurt.
Please just chew me up and shallow me!
rain falls from the blackness in the sky, the water soaks the earth. here we stay a float, but slowly we are drowning. the mud grabs us by the ankles, pulling us into the ground. everyday is a struggle to move. With all of these days, we carry out this weight, walking closer to the pavement. we tippy toe across the marsh, crashing faster each time. crushed to our knees, our hearts slow to a beat. we question our strength, savoring every last drop, like the very last scotch. and at the end of the day, when the moon covers the view. your soft hand pressures, then squeeze’s these muscles and slowly cracks the bones, you push down upon me, I pray you don’t break me. With all the pain and agony, we continue to push forward, but we question our lives, always struggling to stand up straight. fearing our inevitable fate. carrying this horrible weight. Note; In all honesty this is about the world and the struggle to live, have faith in God, but the weight some t...
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