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I Forgive You!

What have I really done? I have lost the people I love. I keep running at my mouth. The most horrible things come out! I want to stop my horrible badness. I want run from all this horrible sadness. Please don’t open your mouth. The most horrible things come out! Don’t feed my soul, or this ego. I might just explode. I might just drop to my knees. I might just plead for forgiveness. I will left you go. I really want to know what happened. I do care what happens to you. The words are late, and life’s not fair. It’s time to grow up! It’s time to show up, and give God all of you. It’s time to get on with our lives, so please don’t walk away. I don’t mean for you to fall, I wish I could catch you. I want to forgive you because I know it is what needs to be done. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. I hope you feel the same way.

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