Beyond The Heartbreak part.3

So why do we run away? I mean I felt that there were plenty of times I just wanted to run from me. I wasn’t mad at her I was angry at me. I made these god awful choices and now I am living with the results. There are so many times where I was angry with myself, but believed so much that she made this bed and now I have to rest in it. What do I know, really? I have no idea what she is feeling right now. That makes everything all the more difficult. I do have a brain. I think that she is either feeling horrible about everything that she has done, and she is burying herself away. Then again I feel like she doesn’t really give a shit anymore and has forgotten the whole situation and has moved on. Here I am stuck in the past bring up these problems that nobody cares about anymore, but that’s my big point. Why can everyone just walk away and I am trapped in this endless pain? I dream of you draped in wires, Hoping that you would spill all the blood that I inspire. Can you see my meaningless heart, It sweats and shakes until it falls apart. I can strike with these tired eyes, But I wish to see you fall. I got this soul, and it’s all fired up. I’ll teach you all the things that run rabid in my head. I welcome your sweet heart to this twisted game. I’ll make it bleed and I’ll make it break. I’ll take you all on! There is no crutch, I can bind you with your lines. Let you fall face down like I have.