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Computer Virus

So, my computer has a virus and it sucks! It's called Trojan-BNK.Win32.keylogger.gen, so watch out for that. I got it just by surfing the web. I believe I was looking for free podcasts for my iPod. I have been working to get rid of it for the past two days. Talk about a pain in the ass. Besides that I'm traveling north to Buffalo, Ny tomorrow and I might be there for awhile. Finally a new place. I am tired of this town. I'm glad to move away for awhile. I like change, but I can't say I love it. Of course there are somethings I'll miss. Like family, friends, the best church in the world. I guess that's life you move around, and for me I don't mind moving around. One of these days I would like to travel around to see new places, and meet new people. Hopefully I'll find some people to come along. I'm so excited! I have been planning this for about a year now. I was going to go sooner, but there was always money, and relationship problems, but all that is gone now. The way I see it is I'm free, I'm free and I can do what I please! Thanks to those people that got up and walked away, you really helped me, ha....ha....ha...ha! To be honest the last couple of days have been up and down. I mean yesterday I really felt the Lord working in me, and it felt amazing. The day before that I was annoyed with packing. Look at that I have to pack again today. I really don't want to. I don't know what it is, but I don't like packing. I guess it's the fact that you have to fit all the things you want to bring in a couple of bags. Then you have to careful remove things that don't fit, and end up leaving them behind. When deep down you want to bring them all. The question is what can I live without for a couple of months or a year. It's down to one day left. Honestly it's taking forever, and I wish it would be here already. Even though I didn't leave yet I miss some great people already. It's going to be hard without them. I don't know where it was, but I remember talking with someone about traveling around and blogging about places we visited and the people met along the way. I think it was a dream, but it sounds like I might want to do that. Well it's a beautiful day here in Elizabeth City, NC and I am going to spend some time outside.
Pieces Out!

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