Anchor

And I broken down all over myself,
My arms have weakened,
I find it hard to lift myself up.
And I promised you we won't be here,
I lost the words I wish I said,
This time I am losing myself.
And I broke my heart again,
I can't pick these pieces,
They swim down at my feet.
And these lies all turn to dust,
I can't breath through my lungs,
My heart is mush in my hands.
And everything I touch turns to rust,
I can't escape my only weakness.
There's a Devil on my shoulder,
He's blinding me from my life.
There's a Angel at my table,
I wish I could've said more.
And I promised I would change for good.
I am trapped in deceitful me.
And I promised I would hold you down.
I am not your anchor,
And I never was.