"Well, it's that time of year again where I step aside from my blog activity, and put time into other work. I am currently writing some concept poems about finding yourself. I have three to four more poems I want to post before the holidays, but after that I will be taking a break until 2011. I am also in the middle of re-writing a short story because I know I can do better with what I have. Hopefully I'll have that to post for the new year. Next year I am going to try my best to sticking to a theme. Also before the new year I'll post my top twenty albums of 2010."
I'm losing a little bit of me inside. All of the breakdowns drive them to hide. I'm wandering around hoping to find something that will never be true. My mind is spinning away from me. I can't see what's in front of me. I tried to be someone else, but the pain doesn't go nowhere else. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to my knee's. I want to scream out loud. I can't take this anymore. I'm stuck in this hole, and there is nobody to dig me out. With my back up against the wall, I can't see my dreams when your standing in my way. I'm staring at the future begging for the past. I know the good times, but they don't ever last. I WANT TO BREAK!! I want to fall to the floor. I want to scream out loud. I don't think I can take this anymore! My heart is still beating, but my breathing is getting weaker with all of this weight on top of my chest. I keep on fighting these angels wrestling these demons to the ground. I keep on walking until I los...
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