"Well, it's that time of year again where I step aside from my blog activity, and put time into other work. I am currently writing some concept poems about finding yourself. I have three to four more poems I want to post before the holidays, but after that I will be taking a break until 2011. I am also in the middle of re-writing a short story because I know I can do better with what I have. Hopefully I'll have that to post for the new year. Next year I am going to try my best to sticking to a theme. Also before the new year I'll post my top twenty albums of 2010."
Is this what it takes to make an illusion, or Will this ever come to be the truth? Why do I do the things I do? Why do I dream of these horrible things? I just want to know your view. It hurts to know what is not meant to be real. It hurts never knowing what will hurt next. I don’t want you to forget about me. I don’t ever want to go far away. I want to stick around forever. I want to stand up and fight. I don’t want to lay down and die. I want to be more than a weird nobody. I can’t breath on my own. I can’t stand on my own to feet. I need you more than I can imagine. Tell me that everything is O.K! I wish I could say that everything is alright. We can run away and live on forever. Where ever I go the pain follows my soul. Please make it go away from here. I want us to be free from this rule. I want us to run and never think again. I feel like this is my dream, and When I wake my smile will disappear. I want to say hey, everything is great! I want to hold you and talk of the good thin...
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