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Is There Still Beauty!

If we look out into the sunset we can still get a glimpse of God’s beautiful creation, and to be honest it is so beautiful. The truth is during the day we witness, read, or tell about some horrible thing that has gone on in this world. I do wish we didn’t have to live like this, like in constant fear of something terrifying happening to someone in our family or ourselves. I never thought I would want to raise a child in a world like this in fact I have rejected it so often. We can’t for sure say what the world will be like in ten, twenty years from now, that is scary! There is no way to explain it beside sin has run wild on this world and there are only a few out of a handful that are fighting it. I can’t even trust believers of Christ because they also have accepted sin in their lives, and no I am not included in this because I hate the sin in my life and I will never stop fighting it. But there are some people out there that just wear it like a crown. Sadly, it is most men from what I have seen when men come together or young men (let me make this correction) they talk about women. I find it to be disguising and I can’t bare it. I am not the type of male that is going to sit with my buddy’s and talk about how hot some girl’s body is when I have a beautiful girlfriend on my arm. Even when I was single I didn’t do this, I don’t understand, even when just stepping out of Church? Are these the men that will one day be leading Churches? I hope not. I am in no way saying that I don’t struggle with sin, but I don’t proudly talk about it with my friends I fight against it. “My sins and I don’t get along.” I never really wanted to call anyone out, but I have seen it way to much lately and I am sick of it. I can’t stand Christian or non-Christian men saying dirty things about women. I can’t stand it. It shocks me that I have been hearing it more and more from Christian men these days. Where do we draw the line? When will be the day where a man will seek the heart of a women, and express is Godly love to her instead of treating her like a piece of meat? It is crazy to think that this is only one of many disgusting ways men treat women. Do you think Jesus went around hitting girls up, and talking dirty to them? Where is the love, men? Have you all conformed to this world? I am just wondering, where are the real Godly men? It is also sad to see this come out of a Christian University, and Churches. We have really made a mess of this thing, and sometimes it is hard to look at, but like I said earlier there are still some beautiful parts of this world. I wish we could look towards the beauty and not have to fear the darkness that has taken over.

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