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Before I Die...........

It's hard to believe that I am 5 years away from being 30 years old. I can still remember when I was 15 and going to high school. Now ten years later and I am about to get married, and I am still in college. The last couple of weeks I have notice on the web that a lot of people have been talking about what they will/want to do before they die also known as the bucket list. Until now I never really gave it much thought. I know for some reason I always wanted a family, and to get married, but that is normal things....When I am talking about Bucket list I am talking about the things you can't do, but if you had all the money in the world, and you had a month to live, what would you do?

10.) Travel the world in the most expansive jets, and hotels..This means all the top things, I will be in the most expansive clubs, and buying anything I wanted.
9.) Would be to meet all the most famous people (that I liked of course)  Maybe have some lunch, you get to know them.
8.) Finally get my chance to be in a major motion picture, and a great film not some overly produced movie with bad acting.
7.) Thrill ride...meaning jump out of planes, bungee jumping. The things that are extreme.
6.) This may be similar to number 10, but I would just like to go on a across country (USA) road trip..just me my beautiful wife, and whoever would like to join us. Go to the best food places in the country.
5.) This is also a continuation of number 6, It's about going to a whole lot of theme parks, going on the top roller coasters. Maybe that goes with number 7.
4.) Getting some of my short stories published...or Poetry.
3.) This is nothing like the others, but if I could help someone I would give them all of my belongings.
2.) Spend every waking moment with my Beautiful wife.
1.) Having the wedding that my Fiancee' always dreamed of.

Looking back on this list I noticed that it's pretty costly, but mostly can be done, just mark off 10,9,8,4. Everything else could happen. Maybe my list isn't as exciting as yours. So what would do if you had all the money in the world, but only one month to live?

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