JACK'S BLOG

Please explain to me how this world has come to be so ruthless! How is his money a need more than staying alive? How did this world fall so far? How did we crash and burn? Please explain to me how this world has come to be so crazy! What a beautiful let down and disappointment to fight against everyone. How is this world so weak? Why do we act so strong, but when we get hit we fall apart? We believe in a savior, but we never get saved. Why do we create so much chaos? Why do we get mad when it comes back to sting us? How do you kill on day and love the next? Why do we risk are lives for things that don't make sense, and not for your loved ones? Please explain to me how this world has come to be so cruel! Why are we so broken? How can we be filled with so much hate? Why are we so angry? Please explain to me how this world has come to be a violent war zone? Why do we get so much, but never give back? Why do we create and build, but then we destroy? Please explain this to me?

I really don't say much about what I watch on TV, but I would like to start. I'm not trying force anybody to watch this show. I have to say if you like Horror, Action, Drama, lots of Comedy, and some Romance. If you like Great Acting, Great Writing, Great Directing. If you like a crew that busts there ass to put on a great show. Then this is the show for you. If your a fan of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, or Angel, or maybe Smallville then you should watch this show. It's right after Smallville on Thursday nights at 9:00 pm on the CW.

You hold me back and it hurts so bad, I just want to disappear. You knock me down and I'm forced to pick myself up. The words you speak hurt me, but I have nothing to say. The only thing I can do his turn my head and walk away. The only thing I can do is shut my mouth and turn away. You talk with negativity and slam my hopes in the ground. You talk to me, but there is nothing to say. Why don't you talk to me? You hurt my ego, You hurt my pride! I'm just another person you toss to the ground. It's hard to see you this way, There is nothing I can do, or say that would make this pain go away. The words you say don't make sense, I'm broken enough, this is just make it worse.

Today I'm leaving this bullshit town. I'm leaving everyone behind, the ones I love and the one's I hate. I'm leaving what I'm used to. Today I'm leaving this boring ghost town. I'm leaving the one's that are trapped. I'm leaving these faces forever. I'll never understand why, the perfect words are screaming out, but the meanings are trapped in me. Today I'm leaving this worthless cirus town. I'm leaving these memories, and never looking back. I'm leaving a nightmare, no more hidding. I'm looking for this complication. I'm looking for every failure. I'm looking for my need. I'm looking for my lover. I'm looking for this new me. Today I'm leaving this waste land.

Why would anyone want to save me? Who am I to be saved? I'm just a regular guy. With a regular Job. Why am I so damn special? I lie, I cheat, I steal just like everyone else. Why save a person that carries so much pain? Why believe when there is no good to see? How am I supose to love when this heart is broken? I am no Angel. I am no Saint. I am knowbody. I am a fake. Is this what it means to accepted? Let me shut my mouth. Let me hold my breath. Let me fall instead.

What a crazy world that we live in these days, nothing seems to be good. I'm back up against a wall and there is no way out. How does one fight through the pain of these days? How does one keep his head high when he is forced to watch his back? When will this nightmare end? I can't believe that there are so many good things, but one bad thing can put you in a hole. Please explain to me how this world has come to be so cruel?