JACK'S BLOG

1.) Local Natives - Gorilla Manor  Songs to Look for:  Airplanes World News Warning Sign 2.) Mumford & Sons - Sigh No More Songs to Look for: Sigh No More Little Lion Man Thistle & Weeds Dustbowl Dance 3.) Arcade Fire - The Suburbs Songs to Look for: The Suburbs Ready To Start Empty Room Month Of May We Used To Wait 4.) Frightened Rabbit - The Winter of Mixed Drinks Songs to Look for: Swim Until You Can't See Land Skip The Youth Not Miserable Living In Colour Fun Stuff 5.) The Black Keys - Brothers Songs to Look for: Everlasting Light Next Girl Tighten Up The Only One 6.) Elsinore - Yes Yes Yes Songs to Look for: Body of Water Lines Chemicals The General Yes Yes Yes 7.) John Legend & The Roots - Wake Up! Songs to Look for: Hard Times Wake Up Everybody Little Ghetto Boy Wholy Holy Shine 8.) The Gaslight Anthem - American Slang Songs to Look for: Bring It On The Diamond Church Street Choir The Queen of Lower Chelsea Boxer Orphans 9.) Band Of Horses - In

I remember our kiss, when you would push up against my lips. I can only play until it reaches the end, and then I have to start over again. Most shatter through the accidental tears, or slip away from the every day fears. I can remember my heart beating, When I heard your footsteps, but I regret remembering when you left. It sticks to my head like a posted note, I just hoped it would fall and float. Your beauty certainly stays, but my heart ache never seems to wash away. There are so many stains, all I can do is pray. I can remember your pent up attitude, it's okay it's what I loved about you. I can remember all of the tears, that fell down your face, yet that pain still doesn't erase. I can't explain my head to you, Because I don't even know the truth. These could be memorable moments in my life, or just silly fantasies about my love for you. I am buried in uncertainty, But I remember.

Please don't sit around wishing for a second chance. Because I am the one that forced your hand. You can soak in all of your regrets all the days of your life, but I was the person that caused your heart ache. There were so many night's I cried alone, but when you were there I felt at home. You were the new life I so desperately needed. I can't explain the things I pushed you into, I don't have anymore good reasons. We stumbled together broke, I prayed for someone to hold, and you came damn close, but in the end I ruined you, and all the beautiful things about you. Some days I wished I wasn't alive, because then you would've survived. At one point you were my blue eyes, and you were all that I needed. You were an Angel, and I filled you with lies. You were so sweet, until I feed you my greed. You were "I'll give", and I turned you into "I need" You stabbed my heart, but I think I stole your soul. My filthy sin had t

In my life there has been a lot of crashes meaning things happen to me, and I can't really recall why it happened. Trust me it wasn't the greatest things. As a person waiting for it all to end, I never thought a positive thing could happen to me. Then one day I prayed to God for a good thing. I didn't understand why it turned out to be so horrible in the end. I should trust that God does things to help me along, or am I being burned? So my pray was answered. I prayed for someone to love me, and be there for me. A girl came into my life, and despite all of my problems I loved her with all of my heart, and I would have done anything for her. Do you blame me she gave me a reason to fight again, She gave me love, she changed my life, or was all that God? Because there was one day where I woke up, and everything was different. I felt it in the air. I saw it in her eyes, and I heard it in her voice, and then when she kissed me I knew something was different. Lets just say the rel

Have you ever realized that everything in this great big world is slowly falling apart? We spend so much time covering our eyes, but the news never fails to paint this bloody horror of a picture. Growing up as a kid I was blinded by my childhood. I had no idea what was really going on. I am not saying that my Mother did the wrong thing by shielding me, but when the glass shattered I felt like I was lied to. Not only was the world around me a destructive force, but the things my Mother, and Father have been through follows the path of this world. The truth is at the moment of finding out the truth my heart started to race, and I felt I was faced with insanity. The bubble that surrounded me popped. So, I was going to find out sooner or later, but is this the way we should raise our kids? The way I look at it is there is no good way to deal with this. I was a kid when I found this out, and once I did I was a damaged adult. I went from being a happy excited kid to a depression case teen.

Hiatus.Hiatus.Hiatus.....What can I say, It's always frustrating waiting 50 days until my favorite show comes back on television. This never gets easier, especially when during these 50 days I have 38 of them off for my winter break, but I digress.  I have been a fan of Supernatural since the very first episode. I remember seeing a preview for the show with Dave Matthew's Out Of My Hands . I remember thinking "Ah, I'll give it a chance." In fact now that I think about it, the first episode I saw was ' Wendigo' , but anyways it was the first time I began to get into a show after the cancellation of Angel. I was hooked right away. Jensen started early on with making me laugh. Now of course the show has transformed into something else in it's sixth season. Don't worry I am not one of those fans that complain about how the brothers aren't like they used to be in the first couple of seasons. I completely understand their character development, and

Interview. Part 1 What did you want to be when your where a kid?, Why? - “Growing up I always played and watched the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I for some reason wanted to be Raphael when I grew up, but I didn’t have a clue I was to young. My family jokes me to this day about that. The honest truth is that I don‘t really remember what I thought I wanted to be. I guess I was to busy being a kid.” Rank your top five movies? - 5. The Dark Knight   4. Inception   3. Smart People   2. Eternal Sunshine Of the Spotless Mind   1. Garden State Why these five movies? - “I like movies I can relate to. Have a connection with. Kind of like when your meeting someone for the first time.” If you had the chance to meet somebody, anyone who would it be? - “I always thought that this would be hard for me, but now ten years later this is very simple. I would like to meet Ellen Page because she is my age and I think we would get along. It’s more likely we could start a friendship t

 Dear God,     I hope that you will receive this letter because this is all I have left. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you for everything you have done for me. I wanted to say that there is still something swimming inside of me, and I…just thought that it left for good, but you know that isn’t true. I have been propped up to failure, and I lye down a loser. You know that ability you gave us all, and it’s when you can shield yourself from the horrors, and then one day you can see all of the lies, and all of a sudden your conflicted, tormented, disturbed. You start to doubt everything around you. You start to question your every move. I actually got to the point where I couldn’t trust myself anymore. I found ways to lie, and break my own insides. But we are made in your image, right? They ask me how can I be so honest. All I can say to you is that I am a fake, I am not what you made me to be. I know it’s only been a year, but I am a disgrace to everyone around me includin