JACK'S BLOG

I can recall that I was lower then the dirt, I was that coward that couldn't speak, I was kicked while I was down. Pushed around with no re-guard for the weak.  I would talk with such uncertainty, and I didn't understand a single thing about me. I remember falling so far I couldn't see the light, Every day I would lose myself in this never ending fight. I certainly remember the pain that dug in me like a knife, it would draw the blood of hatred that controlled my life. In my final hour I prayed screaming at the walls, I struggled trying to answer all the calls. This was my life before you.......... Now I am enlightened of the truth, and I know actually what I need to do, I need to bury my pride in the ground, I need to fight for the right to stick around. You are the love that dwells inside of me.

Today is the day we follow our only faith. Today is the day we stop our insanity. Today you take me for what I am worth, We lose ourselves inside of our eyes. Today we kick up our trampled dust. Today we fight through our rust. This day is here for a revival, This day is here to praise God. Today is the day for the sun to shine in our faces, We sing and laugh in joy. Today is the day for a family hug, It’s for a big kiss on the lips. Today is the day to show your love, Today is here to dream up in the clouds. It’s for us to shout our excitement out loud. Today is the day for us to finally see the truth, And believe in the good that we do.

I hope that we can find our way home, We sometimes stumble in the weeds. The lines are blurring close together, These insects are feeding on me. We can pretend to run freely, We are falling like the flies. All of the words are meaningless, And are dirty shoes are useless. Did we lose sight of our only path? Could this day be our very last? All the wind blows our memories away, But horrible things still jump out anyways. I will be quiet in the dark, So we won’t lose our spark. You can hold my hand, And I will cover your eyes. I hope that one day we will find our home, And all of these obstacles will leave us alone.