JACK'S BLOG

I can’t decide, oh God how I have tried. I’ve lifted you high, and you continue to tear me apart. I surrendered my heart Then you go and ruin me. Here I am out falling for your tricks. I am the fool for you, Trapped inside your eyes, Caged for the awful filth, I am dazed and confused stuck in your silly maze, but I am falling again for you, loving you every wrong step of our path. we’ve broken the barriers, smashed all the boundaries. I encourage our future, but your obsessed with the past, how could you still look back? I want to know all your damages, How all the scars cut you so deep. I want to leave this so called home, without you here I am broken and alone. Are you my everything? I can’t decide.

these are my instructions follow them carefully, and I won’t break internally. make the best of me, because I am one of a kind, and no one else can duplicate me. i’ll love you until the very end, hurting myself so that you will let me in. i’ll never give up even though I can fail. here are the directions, read them with ease, and I will surrender all that I am. I come with this baggage, that may or may not crush me to pieces. I am known to some times walk in circles. i’ll be your most loyal of friends, breaking myself to keep you upright. i’ll do all the suffering and save you from myself. I give you these coordinates, take this journey on your own, at your destination you will find my love, and all the beauty in the world, but though I couldn’t come, you will finally learn where I am from.