JACK'S BLOG

How do you really know when your not depressed? Is it when you walk around each day of your life acting as if everything is alright. You pretend that you are a normal person that can handle all the good and the bad of life. I really don't understand why everything that happens is a mistake, or is it just fate that I am trapped in this bubble of failure. "I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad the dreams in which I am dying are the best I have ever had." These are lyrics to a song called MAD WORLD. Honestly I think it's funny when you watch a movie, or listen to a song, and your really focused on it like it's drawing you in closer and closer. You can see that character or imagine those lyrics in your life to be so true. It's like your completely clueless, then you find yourself looking at your life and feeling the pressure of the song, or film. "This is my life, I feel like that" is what you say after looking back. I am so sick of the crap in

You lift me up off the rubble, and fill in all of the cracks in my skin. I try to move, but you move me instead. With all of the cuts and bruises, With all my pain and confusion, You make everything alright. I could lose everything I've owned, I could lose my head and soul, but you continue to sing to me.. "every little thing is going to be alright." I make the mistakes, but you take my hand anyway. When I am buried under myself, you always sacrafice yourself to take the weight. I could be drowning in the ocean, and you dive in after me. You lift me up when all else fails. You pick me up when I am down on my knee's. I could get lost in my darkness, and you will bring me into the light. You can be shy all the time, but that's when your beauty shines. As you lift me, I'll lift you too.

20.) Death Cab For A Cutie - Codes & Keys 19.) Seether - Holding On To Strings Better Left To Fray 18.) Taking Back Sunday - Self Titled 17.) Cake - Showroom of Compassion 16.) Arctic Monkeys - Suck It And See 15.) Bright Eyes - The People's Key 14.) Cage The Elephant - Thank You Happy Birthday 13.) Fleet Foxes - Helplessness Blues 12.) Noah & The Whale - Last Night On Earth 11.) Sondre Lerche - Self Tilted 10.) Kopek - White Collar Lies 9.) Beastie Boys - Hot Sause Committee Part 2 8.) Foo Fighters - Wasting Light 7.) Matthew Good - Lights Of Endangered Species  6.) Radiohead - The King Of Limbs 5.) The Strokes - Angles 4.) The Decemberists - The King Is Dead 3.) City And Colour - Little Hell 2.) Iron & Wine - Kiss Each Other Clean 1.) TV On The Radio - Nine Types Of Light Other Notable Albums: Christina Perri - Lovestrong Augustana - Self Titled Alkaline Trio - Damnesia Bayside - Killing Time The Civil Wars - Barton Hollow David Cook - This